Hi everyone!! I'm sorry I've been off the grid for the past week, my dad took me to London to see Taylor Swift!!! Today, i want to touch upon the scary truth of growing up. It is so weird and I avoid thinking and talking about it, but recently, its been the main topic of conversation. Right now, it seems like everyone is going back to school, starting college, on their last year of college, or hitting a hige age milestone. Its all too much for me tp think about. Even writing this makes me feel nauseous and upset. Im going into my junior year. What? Im starting to plan my college visits and study for the ACT. its genuinely all too much. Like. it too much for me to handle. I feel like the world is moving so much faster than it used to. My stomach is really starting to hurt now. Does life ever just seem like too much. Like its all very overwhelming right now. Why do we grow up, like why do we have to. Cant life just stay put for once. No, it cant, it thats a concept very hard for me to grapple. Theres always something thats changing, we are always growing up. It sucks. Serously just sucks. This is what goes through my mind when i think about growing up, like my mind is just all over the place. I need to put the brakes on growing up right now. I just want the world to stop spinning for just a second. Sos. im going to leave it at that. My mind is in a spiral, and I need to take a step back. Expect a new podcast episode to come out by Wednesday night!! See you all soon.
xoxo
ella
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